OOPPS! – Just can’t be bothered to title this blog with SEO potential! In an evermore complicated world you need to keep things simple! This is my life as of now. Scary for a dreamer, maybe the worlds going to sh*t & I’m not supposed to try to try to help.
Not worried about SEO right now! Yep! Im drunk again, running / avoiding my financial problems. I’m to busy dreaming of a perfect world to worry about the fact that I can’t pay my bills for two months running right now. Bring it on Mint, Capital One, Barclay Card Business & HSBC WHO CHARGE ME MORE THAN ANY CREDIT CARD FOR defaulted payments! At £25 pounds a hit it’s no wonder you (HSBC) posted second best profits last week.
You too understand the simple theory of ‘power in numbers’. In HSBC’s case ( my own bank – since I was a paper boy, about 25 years ago, but understand I’m tired of being you’re bitch.
I think every bank now requests a banking history of at least 1 month before that bank will give you an account, judging by NatWest. So OK, now it’s a case of no ‘start anew’ for people with problems financially.
Thanks to the mild ‘Spanish Inquision’ from Nat West Bank I’m assuming all banks now request a financial history of at least 1 month. How the f**K am I to try to start afresh if every bank I approach want’s a credit history? What ever happened to the good old time when a bank would let you open a personal account if you supplied some good old fashioned cash?
The banking system has trapped me! I’m not quite there yet but I’m seriously thinking of just saying ‘F**k you! – I wll declair bancrupcy as I just cant find enough work as a tiler to cover my bills any more. I thought my life sucks when I knew my potential love live wasn’t happening! Financially, it’s just been a one way downhill financial slide since then….
Shit! I thought I had already hit rock bottom! Apperently not…. PS – Automated / computer generated phone calls now plague my life. Their all from companies I owe money to (cards) . I thought if I give them a week before answering I’d have some good news for them in the form of work & a paypacket.
I guess not! It’s why this (me!) dreamer is drunk! I’ve just filled my fridge with cheap food for at least 10 days. Survival 101! FEED YOURSELF! I needed a break from the realty of my life so I brought a value wiskey bottle, value diet coke & 1 pack of cigarettes. How the f**k can I quit smoking while under the stress of my financial burden?
Why the f**k am I typing this blog when I should be using my alcohol consumption to take a ‘hours long only’ break from the dire reality of my life?
I guess I care, Im just know I’m not the only person going through this personal hell. Regardless of your last job description you are not alone with your financial difficulties!
If you’re a UK resident please visit Money Saving Expert.com at the first sign of financial trouble! Thats not any kind of affiliate link!
Don’t live in denial / some work will turn up soon / it’ll be OK in the end theory. Click on the link above & grab the free help to enable you to avoid if possible the financial disaster I’m now in. I thought I had retrained with a trade that would always be in demand. How wrong I was! – Despite my best intentions & 5 years of trying to earn enough to pay off my debt I now find myself in a position beond my own controll. A TOTAL LACK OF WORK for tilers to go around! I’m just a tiler! I tried to ‘better myself’ & retraind on the job in construction.
I’m just about 3 weeks away from saying ‘F**k it!’ ‘I’ve had enough!’ Time to declair bancrupsy! I don’t think anyone reading this will truelly get it unless you’ve been in a saimular situation or know someone else who has.
All I wanted to do was the HONOURABLE think & pay of the debt I incurred. After 5 years of struggling to make payments & then see the source of my income dry up faster than a water well in Africa I think it’s time to be the ‘renegade’ I dreamed of myself being one day.
Now more than ever do I understand my own words that ‘Charity begins at home’.
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